thanksgiving

My absolute favorite thing about November is Thanksgiving I love food, and the best part is sharing it with all my family and helping my mom cook. I know my mom is getting older which let me remind you sucks and is slowly killing me, so I take advantage of cooking so much food with her.
This year I am going to pregnant so you already know I am going to eat more than normal, and normal is a lot. Not counting it's going to be my first year with Dustin, I am excited to share new experiences with him. Hopefully we end up visiting his family too for Thanksgiving just so I can meet the ones I haven't and try new food.(:
My favorite part is the pumpkin pie mmm how I love pumpkin pie so much. My mouth begins watering  before it's even ready to be ate as its being made I am dying to cut into it. I literally sit around and smell the fresh scent that comes from the kitchen as it's cooking. My dad is the one who got me hooked on it, not only did he get me hooked on it I cannot stand to have a delicious piece of pumpkin pie on my plate and no whipped cream.. :/ that don't fly with me.
This is also my best friends birthday month and we always have a blast on her birthday and I don't see this year being any different. Before her birthday is Dustin's birthday I already have a cake picked out for him and I wanna take him to texas road house and the movies to celebrate.
As you can see this month is bringing a lot of joy and entertainment to my life.(:

Picture: Sugar Daze. Turkey Lurkey. 2010. Photograph. Sugardazecupcakes.com. Flickr. Yahoo, 2010. Web. 2 Nov. 2012. <http://www.flickr.com/photos/catbeurnier/5186979496/>.

10-31-12

The most important thing to me in my life right now is my senior year and my unborn child. I chose my senior year because that will forever follow me and I will always look back on these 4 years of my life, not only have I learned and developed a lot throughout these 4 years I have also had some of the best times of my life. I met the most amazing people that I know won't be with me forever but their memories will and the ones who will be by my side even out of high school I thank for helping me through my struggles.
As for my unborn child now that I have found out that I am having a boy and not a girl I am kind of nervous first of all I don't know things that I am suppose to about a boy that I would know about a girl. Now I am about to have a son and I have to hope I know how to deal with his life changes and answer questions that he may ask me. I know I have a boyfriend or baby daddy for that reason, but I still look at everything independently I want to be prepared for it if it was to happen that I was on my own.
I knew it was real that I was having a baby but after finding out what I was having made everything more real.
I am so happy to actually say his name or to say my son it brings tears to my eyes to know that I was blessed enough to take on such a life changing situation, to actually know that I am lucky enough to hold a child of my own making. Not only am I not done being a big baby but now I have to be a mommy, looking at my mom and seeing how strong she has to be for her children I pray that I can do it as well as she does.